joy vs happiness

grassy and princess is overseas. been feeling a bit lost. woke up late today...always treasure a lie in...

went to watch an accapella group yest night - it is amazing how self depreciating humour always bring a laugh - is it humility or just protection? anyway with these guys, i will choose the former, they were entertaining, and i was glad to be in the company of those i can share with who accepts me for me, without the due to counsel and correct all the time, and yet when they do, i know it is for my good...

met pp from the past - sec, jc...strange....but i m realising again, my need to snap out of my lightheadedness...n seeing couples, makes me pensive.

church helped a lot today...pastor spoke on how important to let the source of my joy be Jesus, and not my loved ones, bearing in mind, it does not mean i love them less. n this was what i told princess, abt me n grassy...i need to draw my source from Jesus.... didnt c the recruitment video i was in, kinda mixed feelings, sad by poor response, but it is in God's Hands!!

got to start being more active, if i wanna keep my clothes n wear them! also been having this lightheaded feeling, which i trust will go with ex...with my trusty ipod!

off to snooze....so thankful for Jesus...