moving ahead

feels as if i should be out there doing something practical amidst of the floods, then to be at home, thinking abt things i should nt be thinking...

possibly jet lag...

read princess' blog, happy tt she got promoted. funny how one can only knw what happened by reading blog, then to be talking to the person....perhaps then it is easier to knw of things than to ask, and to save that person from the embarassment of talking about it. it feels this way now; the church trip was great! princess' comments about going with a beloved...pensive smile....oh well...i have to move on...talking about it does not help. writing about it here, meant the chance of someone reading about it....pp who may not be close...whom i dun want to know that it hurts. nt sad enough to cry, but enough to feel uneasy...

it feels like prostituting one's being...

am trusting God that the Bible will come alive for me...that it means me n Jesus n not people...

lots of work to do, till the next blog.
Christ be my shalom.

i wish my friends peace. faith. total security in Christ abundant overflowing flooding mindboggling love for them.

it is like writing a will...haha.